Who would have know
This thrill to be had
This release to be found
Could bring so much pain and excitement?

Just one day to form an attraction
An attraction that bled into something more

A first love cutting deeper and deeper
A love story born in a false reality
But here and there the pain of reality began to appear
Periods of pain intermixed with joy

All of the excitement led to a final moment
Where pain overpowered every past sensation
Breaking through the skin and slicing deep
Revealing the secrets hidden behind the fantasy

A first love is now an overflowing bleeding heart
Draining drop by drop, wanting nothing more than to die
As the months continue to run into the next

I wonder why I allow you to kill me inside
Now and then a love cut over and over again
By the old lies that made me want to die
But now this dance with heartbreak has come to an end

The love I felt has all bled out, leaving a lifeless body behind
As I approach the end, I got just one last drop of blood to bleed
And one last breath to say,
I damn care.