It is tough to decide what to do? Where to go? Now I have lost myself completely………..JUST completely, he will never understand me and my pain…..now I will never ask him anything for myself, my talks, my presence has no value now, I don’t know what is wrong or where is anything wrong?
But I feel, I have lost myself now, completely broken and now I can’t be back to life anymore, now if he wants even though I will never, the way he ignores me is just so pinching, I wait for him day and night but I know my talks hits him and that’s the reason he is avoiding me, after all why he wants to get disturbed, he has works and other responsibilities, how long he will bear me?
If he wants me to accept the realities which are very bitter, and I am just unable to bear it, unable to forget it, it’s my fault? I don’t know now that is going to be happened with me, but nothing is going to fine at my end………….nothing, the way I have chosen for myself is solely my decision and now I have to be with that alone……….. alone………alone